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currently in a 6 year old mentality
2004-02-05 at 4:26 p.m. i don't know what to write about in here anymore. i downloaded a song today that i think everyone who's going through a breakup should have. "fuck it" by eamon. not my typical genre of music, but the lyrics are good when your at the "im angry" point of it all. i am somewhere around that stage right now, especially with some recent information i received. doesn't it always seem to go that way? you're trying so hard to get over something and people literally pop up with information that's going to crush you. but, rather than be crushed, i got pissed. and i yelled, and i bitched, and i called my girl friends. thank the lord i didn't call him. i maintained that small amount of sanity. i hate being lied to, and i hate cheaters and fakes. yes indeed i do. that's why this is so good for me. i dont have to call him and have him bullshit his way through something. i can finally be as annoyed as i want to without him telling me im wrong. and what person in their right mind tries to convince a girl they just dumped, that's extremely pissed off, that she's wrong? exactly. my writing has degressed to that of a 6 year old. every other word is pissed or hate or something along those lines. i apologize and promise to write a "big girl" entry soon enough.
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