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new friends please apply
2003-12-20 at 8:28 p.m. i saw steve today at the mall because he was working. it made me really happy, which is weird. but i suppose it goes back to wanting some in my life that's different. he's not entirely unknown, but not entirely familiar anymore either. it was nice. im too worn out to write about mitch. i will only say that he is grounded for life and suspended from school for getting into a fight. this means i wont be seeing him anytime soon. i got mad at him for getting into a pointless fight and he started crying and asking why i was being so mean. needless to say, the conversation was not the greatest. right now im just trying not to think about any of it. im sick of it. yes, i realize i've been sick of it since 3 months ago. i also realize that i am a stupid stupid person who needs to be heavily sedated. i really do realize it, no need to tell me. i just need a complete day of being ok. yes, that would be superb. and i need new friends. un-bitchy ones. i went to buy hannah a CD she wants for christmas tonite, i call her because i forgot the title. she answers her cell phone all bitchy like. i get the title. five minutes later i cant find the CD so i call back again to ask if there's anything else she wants. *begin rant* she answers the phone even more bitchy. i inquire as to why she answered so rudely. she explains that she's busy shopping and basically stressed out by it. well holy fuck, we all know you never go shopping, so this is all brand new and obviously quite stressful. the girl fucking lives and breaths shopping. she shits clothes. now lets look at me. im 110% broke, yet still trying to buy the only gift idea she gave me. she was most likely shopping for herself. EAT ME EAT ME EAT ME *end rant* anyways, i really need some new people involved in my life, regardless of the bitch factor. i need a new phone number to dial, a new person to look forward to seeing, etc. i need to make applications or something.
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