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broken
2002-11-20 at 2:56 p.m. i feel so unbelievably average. blah. i have so much that i want to say, but no way of saying it. i was talking to mitch about it last nite..how i have no idea what i want to do when i "grow up". i dont excel in anything, i dont have a passion for anything. im as average as average gets. and, when i say this, people tell me what a wonderful person i am. i might be nice and happy, but you can't just have a nice smile and get by in this world. i dont excel in anything that matters in the real world. 1 out of 5 people appreciate or even acknowledge a random smile from me. i have a best friend who im identical to. i love her more than anyone, but some days i wish we weren't always compared. we make jokes out of it, but sometimes i want to hit people for their comments. anyways, im frustrated. im 17 and im good for nothing. when i was 15 and i had no idea what i liked or wanted to do it was ok. now, now its what makes me or breaks me. im broken.
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