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im sorry
2003-02-04 at 7:18 p.m. i feel like an outsider to all of this. not sure what to say, how to act. one thought that goes through my mind is how her family and friends who truly knew her must be feeling..not just the rest of us who knew her as an aquatance. my heart goes out to all of you... i wasn't really friends with her. but, i remember in the beginning of the year when i had forgotten to do my english project and i needed to borrow a cd i went over to ali's locker, ali whom i hadn't talked to in quite some time, and asked if i might borrow her destiny's child cd for the project. she immediately said sure, and saved my butt. i still have the cd, i never gave it back. i forgot. i feel like shit for not remembering to return it. if that had been me, and someone i wasn't really friends with asked to borrow a cd, i know i wouldn't have given it away as eagerly as she did. i also know i probably wouldn't offer up my organs to save someone's life, even though i wouldn't need them in the after-life. i wont say that i wish i could go back and be super nice to her, or try and become close friends with her, because life plays out as it does, but i can say that i am sorry. and i am so sorry for those who are most affected by her loss... im sorry is such a useless phrase, huh?
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