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would you go kiss the rain
2004-06-20 at 8:41 p.m. sometimes i wonder how i made it through this school year. because when i look back it was so monotinous and emotional and heartbreaking really. i'm afraid next year will be another repeat. and i wonder about all of us, how anyone really makes it through the various years that are truly horrible. an entire year. a whole fucking year. im not bitter or unhappy, because at this point im in a good position, with my head on my shoulders, looking back in wonder. i am going to mitch's senior prom on wednesday. seems worth mentioning. something is very wrong with my stomach. my hernia has finally started to hurt and i now have the joy of puking everytime i drink 6 drinks or more. i used to be able to drink 10 and just be an extremely happy drunk. it is not fun being an 18 year old girl who all of a sudden gets drunk off of 2 drinks. this, i suppose, is a college crisis. and, holy shit, im going to be 19, and then im going to be 20. and that just seems so old. i wonder where i'll be when i'm 20...
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