new years 2004
2004-01-01 at 2:30 p.m.

i intended to write a detailed, comedic account of my new years, but my exhaustion from three hours of sleep is kicking in. so, in a nutshell...

got really drunk at the hotel. drove to the subway. took the subway downtown, which turned into quite the fiasco (have you been on those escalators?!), got to sphere, got more drinks, peed in the men's bathroom and got screamed at, ended up in VIP where the chair i was sitting in broke and a bunch of guys sat down on the floor with me and took pictures, 12 o'clock rolls around, im dancing happily underneath a midget on a swing (yes, really), i dont kiss anyone, make phone calls outside (extremely loud), i wish everyone and there brother a happy new year, we get back on the subway (i sing "im all alone" to a cute boy walking by himself as we wait for the subway) and head to dave's house for a party, dave gives me a hemp necklace rather than the boondagle he promised (i turn into a sad drunk), get in the car to go back to the hotel and B.C. ends up in the car (blast from the past much?), go back to the room, more boys show up that went to high school with us, jessica's boyfriend shows up and a fight ensues between said boyfriend and high school friends, beer bottles are used as weapons, the walls outside our hotel room are smeared in blood, blood is splattered all over our room and on our clothes and my toothbrush (yummy!), its 5am, high school boys flee the scene of the crime, police officers show up, we have .2 seconds to hide the bottles, its obvious we've been drinking, they dont seem to mind, we retell the fight story, are thoroughly grossed out by the axemuderesqueness (not a word) of our room and fall asleep, wake up, call the front desk to check out and they charge us an extra $50 blood clean-up fee, i come home and our basement is flooding so i can't shower, i get 3 hours of sleep and refuse to nap.

happy new years 2004.

my new years resolutions you ask? i dont particularly believe in new years being an excuse to make all of these changes, but i conveniently decided to do so pre-new years. and so, i want to:

become healthier mentally

love myself before i focus on loving anyone else

let go of things that need to be let go of

talk more in my new classes, even if im in a bad mood

learn to deal with problems on my own in order to realize im strong, and because no one likes a whiner

stop thinking mitch has the solution to all my problems, even if he usually does

stop being mean to mitch, and do so by cutting myself off from him as planned

appreciate my friends and family more

start writing a book

learn to drive on the highway

be one of those happy-all-the-time people like i used to be

lose this "whoa is me" attitude ive got going

enjoy being single, take the time to date myself

oh my - 2005-10-21
miss you - 2004-12-12
bye duckie - 2004-11-17
..trying to be lately - 2004-11-01
guess i'm doing fine - 2004-10-05

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