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2003-03-31 at 6:33 p.m.

so i thought it was about time to sit down and write a worth while entry. yea...

mitch got home last night, which was good. he didn't call to pretty late, and i thought he wasn't going to go at all, so i wasn't exactly nice when he called. this whole weekend i just had such a bad feeling about us, and when i didn't hear from him it upset me even more. both of us were running on only a few hours of sleep from our weekends, so we didn't get very far, besides to get upset with the situation. he stayed home today though and i talked to him throughout the school day, and things are as perfect as ever. we're six months this saturday, which is really so cool. im making him a pillow case of pictures of us, and me sleeping as a baby. it should be cute. wow are these entries dumb. sometimes i think im only insightful when im mad at someone or on my period.

so im going to myrtle beach with missy for the first week of spring break. and i know this is pretty cheesy, but i almost don't want to go. all i really wanted to do this break was be with mitch for two weeks straight. sad exsistence i live, huh? no, but really, i rarely see him during the week, and a little bit on the weekends. waking up every morning, having breakfast with him, watching movies with him, going out with him, that is absolutely perfect for me. and all of my friends who seem to have such huge issues with my obsession with him will be far away and i can do as a i want without the guilt trip. and, south carolina with mrs. tropp is not exactly my idea of a fun vacation. in cape cod i practically lived off of apple slices for an entire week in between breakfast and dinner. and, i hate fucking miniature golf sooo much. i can't begin to express how gay i think it is, what an absolute excuse for a fun time it is. blah.

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