that said...
2003-05-12 at 8:58 p.m.

argh! having parents walk in on you has to be the worst thing...ever. my breathing has just barely returned to normal. God must not approve. so so scary. argh.

i was mean to him too because i was so scared. of course, he was right because my mom hasn't said anything yet and i dont think she really did notice anything. i barely said goodbye, i guess ill just call him and apologize. i wish our parents would just accept the fact that two 17 year olds are most likely going to be sexually active together when in a long term relationship. you'd think they would have spent 17 years preparing themselves for stuff like this. if she made it easier on me i would most certainly fill her in on all this, but i think she'd just about have a heart attack. i wish i had missys luck..her mom asked her if she wanted the pill, missy said yes, and her mom still assumes, 10 months into their relationship, that all they do is hold hands. in reality they've been having sex for 8 months now, and like crazy. i at least waited a good chunk of time. why am i the one who gets screwed? (no pun intended.)

and god damn it, i have wanted to write about this in here since january 18th. there people, im sexually active. i have sex. i like it. deal with it. and now, now i am going to continue to write about it. i'm a sexually content person god damn it. there.

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