drugs
2004-01-11 at 11:35 p.m.

i found out tonight what i had already assumed. that the boy who died in the car accident at north was under the influence of drugs. i knew it would be marijuana and nothing else.

i have driven stoned twice in my life. once alone. once filled with a car of people i loved...my best friend, my boyfriend, his two best friends. and i feel so weird about it now. stupid really. how many times i've driven home in a car where the driver has been drunk or stoned, or both. i'm so lucky i've never been in an accident, but when i think back on it, there were so many times i shouldn't have gotten into those cars. i will probably continue to do so, which is the really stupid part.

my entries lately have sounded so immature. i hate that.

classes begin again tomorrow. there's also a snow storm. wooo. i heart commuting.

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