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feelin' groovy
2004-02-01 at 2:25 p.m. happy february:) february. what a horrible month. still cold, valentines day...valentine's day, cold, valentine's day. i hate valentine's day. also, my family is cursed in february. if anything is going to break, crash, die, need fixing...february is the month. it's been a pleasant few days. i am now going to daytona beach for spring break in a month and a half. we're going with a tour group sponsored by UB. i am traveling for 22 hours on a bus with 3 of my best girl friends and other college students. i could not be more excited. the trip is so cheap, the hotel is great, the weather beautiful, the alcohol plentiful. i can't begin to tell you how much i'm looking forward to it. stuff with mitch is one big mess, unbeknownest to him. i don't know how i feel about anything, and i ruined whatever plans i had for him for his birthday. for some reason i couldn't bring myself to touch him...i couldn't even hug him. i'm just so perplexed by the last few months, and i had really just had enough. i wanted to say we'll hang out another time, but that wouldn't have been the nicest thing to do on his birthday. i didn't explain myself to him because, quite frankly, i didn't want to. but, he knew i was upset about something, so i mentioned something that had minorly pissed me off to get him off my back. this erupted into one great big fight. i am of course a huge asshole. we mended things before the night was over, but were both left with a sense that things blow huge cock. because they do, they really do. but, im not really upset about it. i have so much to look forward to. i have so much work to do. i have a body to make awesome by march 13th. i have to start earning money for the trip. i am happy to say that all seems ok in amanda's world. but, this is only because i have disregarded certain things and focused on others. but, nothing wrong with that.
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