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i tried
2003-09-08 at 10:31 p.m. i tried. i swear to god i did. but i clenched my jaw so many times today to prevent crying, and im done. it hurts my jaw. so, there. im crying. how do you not cry when you tell someone you think they aren't ready for a serious relationship and they just look at you blankly. how in fuck did he decide 11 months into our relationship that he didn't want to be "serious", whatever the fuck serious is. and now he just wont call. and im waiting, hoping, praying it happens. knowing full well it wont. and i cant stop crying. i sure could use what he used to do, tonight
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