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one last time
2002-12-11 at 2:38 p.m. "at first i was afraid, i was petrified...i kept thinking i could never live without you by my side. but then i spent so many nites just thinkin how you'd done me wrong, and i grew strong...i learned how to get along. and so you're back from outter space, i just walked in to find you here with that look upon your face. i should've changed my fucking lock, i should've made you leave your key, if id known for just one second you'd be back to bother me. oh now go, walk out the door. just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore. weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire? did you think id lay down and die? oh not i. i will survive." dont wanna work today:( its only a 4-8 shift, but i really just hate working. i would love to just sit around and do nothing. but, eh, the moneys good. for the record, i don't apologize for that last entry, and i never will. it's a small part of all that has been bottled up in me, and you should be happy thats all that was said. you deserve that and so much more, but unlike you, i have a few morals and a lot of respect for myself and other. and thats what makes us so different. i wake up every morning happy that i'm not anything like you, and that i never will be. i have moved on to bigger(*ahum*) and better things, and realized that i never needed you as i always thought i did. you're slowly becoming a figment of my imagination....im not sure what really happened, what was really said, what we really were. i am pretty sure, however, that that comment was extremely justified:) its all becoming one big blur that matters less and less every day. you are nothing but a distant memory anymore...more of a nightmare than anything else. so, that all said and done for the last time, i really wish i was on break now! im so tired of school, and i really need a break. i need some good quality mitch time, even if he is having surgery:(:( im a little too bored to write now, byebye
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