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my words
2004-04-19 at 1:47 p.m. im not going to write long because i have a harry potter book waiting upstairs for me. yes, seriously. i wanted to apologize for not writing so much, but then i realized i should really apologize for the entries i have been writing. there not very inciteful (insightful? insiteful?) to say the least. but, i must say im proud that i don't need diaryland as much anymore. or, maybe that's a bad thing, because my problems tend to build up inside of me. they dont explode as often anymore though. im not sure what i am right now...happy? sad? i honestly don't know. i know im happy because i am managing my life better, having truly happy moments, but im sad because i am usually only able to do that because i push everything into the back of my mind. im not sure what this means, and, quite honestly, i don't care. that's all. perhaps im afraid of this diary?
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