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one again
2004-05-20 at 10:18 p.m. you know that really happy drunk? where you've been drinking all night with your friends and you're in these great comfy clothes and you don't feel even remotely sick, but the rooms got a nice spin to it and you honestly believe that for the rest of your life you're going to be happy? i love that drunk. the last few days have been a lot of fun. my group of high school friends has found their way back to each other. i had truly forgotten how wonderful friends are. i forgot how much they fix everything. how they're home to me. we were all sitting around and someone made the comment about how crazy it was that we were hanging out like we'd been doing it every day, and how surprisingly comfortable it was. we were right back to how we used to be, almost exactly a year after we all graduated together. it was probably the most comforting experience i have had in a long time. and it felt really good, in that way that you can only fully grasp after a pretty horrific year has gone by and you've pushed each of these people out of your life at one point or another, but here they are right in front of you, drink or joint in hand, laughing and talking about the one time they got detention for puking milk all over the cafeteria, or when we all spent 3 days in an inebriated state after prom, and you're making plans to go camping and see concerts and have parties all this summer, but no one mentions college, because no one really loves college as much as they love where they are at this exact moment. and, for the first time in a long time, it's starting to feel like its ok that my life isn't perfect, because i've got this.
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