|
one year of this diary
2003-10-31 at 1:30 p.m. i wrote an entry before this so if you have a minute read that one too. this is just something i had to do separately. today is the one year anniversary of this diary. so i thought i would take last years entry on my life and compare to my life this year.... last year i was...back again, unr-restricted, happy, and in love:) how wonderful:) and this year i am a year older. i feel restricted by my own feelings, not by steve as i was last year. im not the happiest either. im still in love, but its not the same. everything isn't exactly wonderful, but it's not horrible either last year...so todays halloween, and i have work (gotta call in sick), practice, and then im going to m for dinner and to help hand out candy. awww:) im so happy with him that i cant begin to explain it to anyone. we're so good for each other i don't work at old navy anymore as i did last year, i work at a car dealership as a secretary. i don't have cheerleading practice this year which is self explanatory. it's halloween this year and i have tentative plans to see mitch, but i doubt they will follow through. im not happy with him. we're obviously not as good for each other as i imagined, but it makes me happy to see how happy i was. last year seems so long ago. it's kind of weird that from now on every entry can be compared to what i was doing last year. i foresee this as being very depressing. thats all. like i said, go back and read the other entry. happy halloween.
previous & next
|
|