only love matters
2004-05-02 at 12:12 p.m.

And you snap out of it. Or are snapped out of it. Never again will you lay a hand against yourself, not so long as there are plums to eat and somebody--anybody--who gives enough of a damn to haul them to you. So long as you bear the least nibblet of love for any other creature in this dark world, though in love portions are never stingy. There are no smidgens or pinches, only rolling abundance. That's how you acquire resolution for survival that the coming years are about to demand. You don't earn it. It's given.

i don't think i could find a better explanation of life.

i'm doing surprisingly good. i woke up this morning to hear my brother's voice home from florida after a year apart. christina comes home today. things feel ok in this instant.

mitch and i are at a very good point right now. we're finally back to being childishly happy in each other's presence. he's not half as bad as i make him out to be i've found. there's not much to say about that matter actually. well there's everything to say, but no point in saying it. it just is.

im looking forward to this summer. having everyone home. letting new people go, letting the old back in.

really this entry is about that quote. so, go back and read it again.

oh my - 2005-10-21
miss you - 2004-12-12
bye duckie - 2004-11-17
..trying to be lately - 2004-11-01
guess i'm doing fine - 2004-10-05

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